今天的我很灰～～～～

有时候，我真的很想假装看不到...

我不想听到...

星座讲得很准，我真的看什么都不顺眼....

我以为自己可以接受，

但是我只是在假装....

有时候，真的觉得讲话没有意思，

就干脆不讲了.....

P.S:在发牢骚，处女座另一个缺点...

Yay~~~~

I quit my job!!!!!

Itz over....no more busy,tiring and stressed lifestyle...

To be honestly,it felt like i m being free...thatz when

i realised working has been a burden for me...

so herez my laz photo on my laz day...

mmm...

i should learn how to have fun...really..

i seem to forget how to do that anymore...

since that incident.....itz not the same....anymore...

owhhh.i m going shopping and hang out wif my friends

2mlo...hehe...can't wait....till then...

倒霉

好惨～～～

两天没去学校了～～～而且今天有MUET考试～～～

我竟然没去...第一天，我发烧，病得五颜六色..不能去

CHOIR练习，不好意思...第二天，要去了，motor竟然和天一起捉弄我，一个不能走，一个下大雨...我能怎样呢？？

突然觉得害怕，我一停会不会就不能再向前了..

我只是想尽力读完Form 6，可以吗？好灰哦...

突然很想念上课~~~~

REceNtLy

MMMMM...

there is a voice going through my head since i know how to judge...

i used to thought that itz some kind of illusion or even some soul's voice reaching out

for me but itz not...the voice is me....it has been with me for my whole life..

Growing up with me.....Been what i have been through....Recently,i found out that this voice is actually helping through my life....like told me to control my emotion....so that i wouldn't regret...

It feels great....I dun nid anyone to guide my life anymore(well,not totally la)...

but i guess thatz wat they call grown up...u may see me as childish as i could be...

but if u know me well,i m not juz that....

So,i give this voice a name......INSTINCT.....

HAHA....finally next week would be my last week working at SWENSEN......Itz not that

i hate it there bcuz itz wonderful...the ppl...the place...

but i guess i m not that powerful to handle everything anymore....

Stress and study are getting on my nerves...so i m going to concentrate really

good to get them straight....HOWEVER...thankz SWENSENz staff and my manager...

u GUYZ r the best...you guyz carry on with that...

FOR MY ClASS....just because u score better marks in test or exam doesn't mean that

others who can't sucks,k??They just need help and they are as valuable as u thought u were...

So,don't make yourself a bitch.....think twice before u say or do something....

YER~~~~damn

Suckzzz......

I hate it~~~i hate it when i see the ugly side....but i can't help it...

This is ridicoulos....Everyone try so hard to make themselves look good

but they got ugly instead.....Such a pity....

Why pretend?Does it feel better rather than being urself?

Once,there was a friend told me that be yourself is the key to be yourself...

but now all i can see that this world is juz like a big movie...everyone with such a

magnificient acting skill....I wonder if feelings could be pretended,would us find true love

anymore????or the world has never learn how to love???

And YOU!!!!!M.B.S.!!!!!

Sorry for you that such a dump would created on your site...

Thanks to your precious Principal and Stubborn teacher.....

The only thing we can proud of you is juz a whole bunch of trees

thatz more than other schools.......What the@#$%#$#??!?!?!&#^$@!!

Sorry for the behaviour....but itz what they gain for what they give...

GOD BLESS YOU!!!!M.B.S....

Carry on.....what the hell do you want from me?

I try to get over my past now but are you trying to bring it back?

NO WAY!!!!!i used to be strong to let you go,and i m strong enough to not let you come back...

SO,forget it.......

Phewwww.....finally....let it all out.....ooo......

I SEE YA~~~but do u see me??

Thought u have been away~~~~

Guess i was wrong...lucky i was wrong...

but i dun really feel that lucky even i saw you...

we still seemz far away like we used to...

This whole gaming thing is starting 2 make me feel weak....and itz frustrating..

Dun u see me??!!!!everytime i m there with you...

all i want is juz to get close with you....

but yet we both somehow are juz staying away from each other within a distance...

I have alwayz picture how we are going to be if we could get close enough...

but,do you?...........i mean,even a little?

It doesn't matter if u r afraid to tell me...at least give a little sign that u see me in

your eyes...and heart.....thatz all i need and i will make my feelings based juz on you...

and i don't know if you hear this but i hope you do...really hope you do....

Where r u??

HEY~~~~~

U have been missing 4 almoz 2 weekz ald~~~where r u?

look,it doesn't matter if u dun wan 2 talk 2 me....juz let me noe tat u r around...

tatz all i need 2 noe...u r such a mystery,u noe?

though charming yet irritates me sometimes....God....help me on this one..plzz...

Haiz,life challenges...although it never promise 2 be easy..

who m i fooling?i mean..if itz real,i would have had it a long time ago...