Itz tough......

haiz....Life in university is not as easy as i thought.....
I nid a group of true friends to help me through....BUT......
reality suckz....i really miss Penang......
miss my mom..my puppy..my mom's cooking....my bro....my gramz...my friendz....my everything i used to had in Penang...

Yes,this is my choice and i stand by it...
But couldn't it juz gt a little easier????
I mean.....speechless.....

I m nt asking 4 much.......
juz show me a some hint to guide me back on my path...
I wanna be Faithfull of myself again....plzzzz

IN UNIverSitY d

mmmmmm...........proud of myself....but itz a long way to go......
Feels like NS in here,but itz ok....i will prove to myself that i cn survive through tis......jz 3 years and i will b out dere fighting for my better life and my family.......miss them.......very much.....

PLz.....i nid more good friends in here.....so plz dun leave me.....my besties......

Dun be Scare...

yer.....In juz a few weeks,things got up and down like my feelings...but itz part of my life..so DEAL WITH IT!!
For those with bad news,i hereby give you blessings hoping that everything will be okay....For those with good news,i nid your blessingss....

USM rejected me...i tot i would be upset...at start it was...but then screw it..i gt better things 2 enjoy in my life...
So tired with my job this few days....new manager...new working style....new rules....but i m leaving...so god bless ya..SWAN..hehe..

YES!!!!CELINE,U RULES>>>>>LOVE YA AND GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR PREGNANCY....

new friends or d old 1....hope to c u again soon on the way to my future.....

I will get out of Malaysia....love the place...but hate the politicians....
Gonna do what i have to and what i want to....Plz dun stand in my way...cuz fighting,arguing and drama is the laz things i need on earth...

ok,keep up the spirit....


Ciao,bitches and skinny skanks.........wakakakakakakaa

Ready to Move On

Just came back from a little trip yo ipoh and kl.
Local places.save budget ma.but quite enjoyed myself.
Bought few things.Eat a lot of things.Met few people.
Finally learned to relax myself.Also learned a few things on my own.

This World Is Crazy~~~Or I am?

The last 2 days had me question about a lot of things.

If a relationship doesn't require honesty,is it still a relationship?

Should we adapt into an enviroment that's not even qualified to be adapted?

I should change myself in terms of being honest into keeping my feelings to myself just because others can't accept the truth?

Am i going to stucked in this position forever?

Am i worth to have a peacefully friendship?

Even i am starting to question myself whether i am doing right things.

I don't mean to hurt any one.I m just trying to be a good friend by telling what i felt about you.But i end up being the bad guy because the truth hurts.For your information,it hurts me too.

Few friends told me,this ain't high school anymore.This is reality,wake up and accept it.They are right.I have got to wake up now.But if i have a choice,i would rather choose a simple life.No temptation.No seduction.No backstabbing.No hipocrit.
Just me and my simple life with the one i loved and cared.So,add-on here,reality sucks.Good luck,chia shen in becoming one of most in the world or not.

Guide me

I was so angry till the flames burned others...sorry...all this time,I thought it would felt better if i be a little more mean or cruel.So guards up to protect myself.but i was hurting myself.

Because of someone,i gave up..gave up caring,listening....anything involved being nice....
why bother being nice to everybody when they are letting you down?
I admit i m crazy but isn't everybody in this city too?i mean no matter how hard we try to pretend,therez alwayz a difference in wat we want and wat we have.

Some people would do anything to get what they want,and by anything,u noe wat i mean....
And some just talk about what they want all the time but never make any moves and hold their position on the same spot..But the worst are those who doesn't even know what they want and can't get a clear picture of their present and future.They just live on the day and wait for it to pass.

The reason i am categorizing this is because i know there are kinds of people out there,whether we like it or not,we are facing them every single day.They could be your friends,your family,your colleagues,your house cleaner,your maid and your someone.The point is they might not be perfect, but they are who we have in our lives.So i Have learnt not to push them away in a harsh way...They don't deserve it because you are as same as every one else is.

空

很好笑，一心想要上来写下自己心里很多没有摊开出来的。。。的什么？我也不知道。。

只知道为了它，我又在迷失了。

好久没上来写了，抱歉，我还是酱。

还是那么失败，那么无聊，那么没用。

有时，觉得自己很庆幸，有时，却觉得自己很悲哀。

我不是不知足，如果想要一个无忧的青春期也是贪得无厌，

那我无言。我很感谢身边对我好的人。妈妈，朋友。

可是，每当我想起我为他们做过的是多么的有限时，

顿时觉得我不配拥有他们。

是不是事实呢？

过去发生很多很多事，我以为成长了，原来不是。

我根本不是那么坚强，我没有自己以为那么勇敢。

又加上，看见人情，是多么地脆弱时，

我很想停止我的呼吸。

眼看不见为净。